Condolences

i can't believe my 1st post after 10 days is a rather sad and grim post.. this morning i recieved a msg which i've been dreading for quite some time.. our dearest friend Yee Sook passed away just this morning.. a sad news coming so near to CNY.. i feel really sad for his family for losing a good and happy family member so close to the CNY celebration..

Personally i dont know Yee Sook well at all..we were just hi bye friends but i can tell from how others talked about him he was a great friend to have.. i really admire his dancing skills and determination as well.. i still remembered during the scout's campfire night we screwed up his music and yet he danced on as if nothing happened and he wanted to get out there again just to show what he can really do with his dance team.. that is a real testemant of his passion for dancing..

i still remember when i last visited him which was 2 weeks ago.. although he didn't look as bad as i thought he would be, i was still very shocked at his apearance.. he wasn't bubbly or cheerful as i known him to be.. by the look of things i was ready for the worst.. but at then end of the day.. why him?? i can think of loads of people who deserves such punishment other than him..he was kind and cheerful.. always has a smile on his face.. it's just too hard to stomach it..

Yee Sook was a great man and ultimately a great friend.. i hope that you rest in peace and that which ever god you pray to protect you from harm and danger in your afterlife.. to Yee Sook..

missing my black hair

as much as i like my current hair-colour.. i really really miss my black hair.. now a days i wake up,look at my hair and go "haiz gold hair again".. yeah that pretty much sums up how i feel about my hair now.. I WANT MY BLACK HAIR BACK!! but i don't want to shave hahahahahahahah.. i'm planning to trim it bacause the length is killing me..not to say it's long but i just don't like my current hair.. especially the god-damn fringe..can't stop poking my eyes.. damn bloody dulan edi.. slightly new hair for chinese new year i guess..

college has been gradually getting better.. i'm starting to get used to the environment and stuff.. now i have this Malaysian Indian-German dude as my lab partner in computing principle.. he's a cool guy and his name is Chris too hahahahaha..

i'm still missing my high school friends though..i don't know if there is a day when this feeling will go entirely away yet i don't want it to.. i still don't see myself in a gang with any of the people i've met so far in col and it's hard to gang up since we're always in different classes all the time.. for instance i saw this lenglui in computing principle tutorial but i'll most probably gonna see her only once a week since that's the only lesson which we are classmates.. how to get to know her better??

oh yeah i'm performing with my band "ice-cold morning" this Saturday at KDU for the leo club of SMK DU.. though i don't think any of you would go since we can't get tickets for you i hope you guys would support us from the heart.. that sounds really weird.. somehow i get this fantasy that Jien would somehow think we're a really good and potential band that he'll hook us up with some agent or stuff.. hopefully that will come true..

i still hope my col life will get better..

1st week in college

technically i finished my 1st week of college since i don't have classes on friday.. yes i DON'T HAVE any classes on friday unless there's a replacement class..

and i love my schedule.. this is why

Monday
8am to 9.30 am Finite Maths Lecture
9.30am to 11am Intermediate English Lecture

Tuesday
8am to 9.30am Intermediate English Lecture
10am to 12pm Computing Principle Lecture
12.30om to 2pm Finite Maths Lecture

Wednesday
8am to 9.30 am Intermediate English Tutorial
9.30am to 11am Computing Principle Tutorial
2pm to 4pm Computing Principle Lab (i can go back early if i finish early)

Thursday
9.30am to 11am Finite Maths Tutorial
11am to 12.30pm Study Skills class

Friday
EMPTY!! NO CLASS!! FREE!!


i realise the malaysian chinese in HELP speak chinese instead of english.. a bit surprising since i thought college is all about english.. other than that nothing much lah.. and i'm really grateful i don't need to sweat while walking between classes since the main block of HELP is fully air-conditioned.. unlike wisma HELP or KPD where you need to walk under the sun..

making new friends is another problem for me..i'm not really those sociable type of person so yeah until i still don't have any new friends..unless you count the ones i speak to during discussions in class which i dont know their name..

still missing my old friends.. i don't miss high school.. just my high school friends..i really hope we get to meet up regularly..

College

tomorrow is orientation day for me at HELP.. i'm taking foundation in art for my pre-u which looks like a good course for ppl like me since i don't like studying much but the shit side is all my friends are in A level.. can't do anything about it..make new friends i guess.. i seriuosly hope my course has chicks cause it'll be damn bloody sien without chicks around..

new school new environment new friends perhaps new life and hopefully new love..