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this year has got to be the most pleasant birthday i have ever had.. even better than last year's birthday.. reason?? everything was unexpected..

it all started rather normally.. after 12am some of my friends started sending me smses wishing me happy birthday..but then i was rather lazy to reply so i'll apologize now.. SORRY.. ah neh sent me birthday wishes before 12 so that he can be 1st.. too bad lah ah neh it's still before 12 so you are still NEGATIVE 50.. went to school more friends wished me happy birthday.. here i want to specially thank Tze Chen and the rest of my class for getting me my 1st ever Choc Indulgence birthday cake.. it really means a lot to me even though i've only known you guys around a year and a half but still thank you very much.. after my bio period my friends told me to stay in class but then i really needed to pee so in the end i still hung back..i knew what was gonna happen so their plan kinda back fired but still it's the thought that counts.. i had like a parade down to the canteen with my friends all around me.. had my friends sing the birthday song for everyone to hear so i'm kinda embarrassed.. nothing much happened until after school.. was looking for friends to go watch movie with me so kai jie, ah neh and brianC had something like a "fight".. it was kinda funny..i'm the one who should be the most dulan but i was cool with no one going out with me.. i already told myself if no one goes i'll be watching it alone.. in the end i went watching DARK KNIGHT with ah neh and pei yee.. OMG the movie was so so so damn nice.. very action packed at the same time very meaningful..you'll never get a movie better than this one.. it has everything to keep a person on their seat waiting for the next scene..

i had my birthday dinner at a place called EDEN.. it was supposedly a famous restaurant back in the old days but i can honestly tell you now the food isn't up to a high class restaurant standard.. however everything was good when they brought out the choc banana cake for me.. i was totally in shock..no words can describe how i felt and i was quite close to tearing up.. i mean i never treated my elder bro well it was always just "hi,gor" so this really means a lot to me..

well i guess why i don't expect much for birthdays all started when i was in form 1.. i was getting really pumped up since it was my birthday and i didn't get a single birthday wish at all during that day.. not even a msg(other than my family).. i understand that my newer friends for not wishing but even friends from my primary school didn't wish me..it really hit me so hard i felt that birthdays has lost it's magic.. it's just totally another normal day..just the day that i was born in.. ever since 21/07/2004 i told myself don't expect much for your birthday.. if you have birthday wishes or presents it's good but if you don't get anything don't sweat about it..no expectation no disappointment was my phrase for my birthday..

i guess the only regret i have for this year is that i didn't get to wet with my friends.. really wish i could go out with my friends but things weren't meant to be(partly me fault for not informing you guys earlier since i was so damn busy with campfire).. other than that i'm really happy with my birthday this year..

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

post mortem

it's 1 something in the morning and i just reached back home from campfire..not gonna talk about it now since i'm so dead tired but all i can say is that things could be much worse..

AARGGGHHH

Odyssey Aeon is less than 24 hours away..

everything will be good and everything will go perfectly.. i will be hosting this event so come and give some support!!!

will be going to school now.. see you guys tomorrow night

UNDANG!!!

i'm gonna take my undang computer test tomorrow..kind of nervous actually since there are people who failed it..even though everyone said just do the 500 questions and you sure pass but i'm still kinda scared ever since i had the dream of failing undang.. in the dream i've only scored 40/50..passing mark is 42/50.. but if i pass it'll be another step closer of reaching my childhood dream of DRIVING!!!

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i'm getting even more nervous about it.. sometimes i wonder if i can be a good emcee..i don't know why but i always love to doubt myself on certain stuff.. such as being an emcee.. a good emcee..plus plus plus..i'm not even done with my own department slideshow.. hopefully everything can be done by thursday.. my department slideshow is gonna kickass.. no doubt.. bloody JUMPER style.."moving" here and there..

wishing myself best of luck tomorrow..hopefully i will pass..


anyone done with the addmaths project can lend me??

finally..

it's officially less than 1 week from campfire and yet EU CHIN HAVEN'T FREAKING CONFIRM THE AGENDA FOR THE DAY!!! i'm starting to get irritated cause i can't finalize my emcee script.. i've changed the script 2-3 times already and yet i'm not finished cause apparently got performance issues.. just freaking hope he'll hurry up.. videos are almost done, just a few scenes and my own department slideshow.. the committee slideshow is actually really good(with a few exception) but somehow there's not enough feel for the theme slideshow.. maybe it's cause i haven't add in the songs..hopefully it'll turn out good..

i'm FINALLY going to go for my undang shits starting this weekend.. i've dragged this since end of last year..i have everything calculated and i'll get my P license before the trials so i can get some feel of driving before SPM.. will it be a rush if i take my course this sunday and go for the exams on the following friday?? somehow i don't think i will fail the undang test simply because i don't want to pay the extra 50 bucks to re-take..

i'm emcee-ing and performing for the campfire so please please please do come and support.. i'll really really appreciate it..

ODYSSEY ● AEON

date: 19/7/08

time: 1900-2300
venue: our school CHS
price: RM18 per person( food and drinks provided)

kasturi..

just an observation.. girls at kasturi KL is so so so lala..even though most of them are in school uniforms but your guess is as good as mine as to what they will wear when they go happy happy..where as girls from kasturi PJ is so much hotter and un-lala looking.. i was there for the PMR intensive course and the girls there are so hot..i can't imagine how much hotter they are now since they're form 5.. personally i would rather go kasturi PJ but the teachers in kasturi KL is prooven better..so i guess now i'll be stuck with lalas for 3 months..

letting go

finally i know how does it feel like fully letting go..not just saying it out loud..but really feeling a weight off my shoulder..no more jealousy and anxiety over those issues..sometimes i wonder why it took me so so so damn long to let go.. i just couldn't stop thinking and thinking about things which are irrelevant which come to think of it now it's rather stupid of me..but nevertheless i've let go and IT FEELS GOOD!!! i can tell everyone now..I DON'T LIKE ANYONE ANYMORE!!

campfire is coming up real soon and i've been really busy for the past week or so preparing for it.. it's been really hard work but i think we can pull this off very nicely.. it may be the last ever big scale campfire to be organized since there's a new ruling on how campfires should be done..the videos are almost done now and i've got to say both of them are coming along real good.. the only complain i have is that a fucking rehearsal is a practice run for the whole show..not a fucking time to be fucking practicing individually..that's suppose to be done at home not during rehearsal..it may be understandable for the 1st rehearsal but the 2nd one is just pure bullshit..i've wasted around 4-6 hours on both rehearsals..

after the campfire i'll be going all out studying harder and smarter for the upcoming trials..i really want to do well in the trial and score as high as i can..i'm planning to go into the january intake so i can't wait for my SPM results..my trials have to be good..there's no other way..

in a few more months i'll be ending my high school life.. honestly speaking i don't know how i'm gonna feel on the day i say goodbye to my friends.. some of whom i've known for 4-5 years and might not be able to see them ever again.. the thought of separating with my friends are quite daunting but as the chapter of my high school life comes to a close and a new chapter begins i know i've made the right choice in befriending my current gang of friends.. they mean so so so much to me and i love them so much.. even though i don't really show it..



i'm still having my SI with me.. anyone wants it?