Screw the day

what a day.. i'm SICK!! hell man i don't wanna be sick now..deng man the whole damn day no energy, kept on sneezing and sneezing and sneezing.. why must be sick..why can't we just be immune to every single disease in this freaking world.. i felt like sleeping early but since i'm feeling better i decided to blog about my sick day..pretty dumb hah..

well i actually woke up feeling quite ok..everything went downhill just before breakfast..more like brunch..anyway went i went home i just couldn't stop sneezing and sneezing and sneezing..hell i hate having a flu..it really does rob you away from your energy and enthusiasm..the whole freaking day i feel like just laying there and sleep but i can't cause i have to freaking study since exam so so so damn near..in the end i studied nothing much just a bit of chemistry..kinda regretted not copying all of the notes from Miss Wong cause now i can't freaking study..my notes were pure shit in a way..nothing in there is useful..now i have planned out everything for the rest of the weekend..tomorrow chemistry n physics then saturday add maths n sunday whatever that i can study..i still haven't start on my PJPK folio but i really don't care..screw the folio..don't even know what is the uses for it..

oh man i'm getting really emo recently..couldn't help it..and it is a freaking feeling that i so hate..makes mi feel weak and useless and hopeless i might as well go and die..now i understand why ppl hate to be emo..it just plain suck..how i wish i can be like last time..it's like the older i get the more vulnerable my heart is..i thought i should be stronger as i grow..deal with this kinda stuff with more authority..useless me..

today i actually get to read shue ze's blog and it was hilarious wei.. i wish i could have read it sooner but i don't know why i just can't get into his blog..he was describing his friends and i was in it..man he is so accurate bout me except the X-Japan part..how can you compare music to a mother..it's just so wrong..of course i love my mom more lah..and i must say what do u expect in a room which is slept in by boys who don't really care bout their room..we just don't care as long as the room has a bed which can be slept in and air-con..plus the underwears u found in the bed room aren't mine..sorry to disappoint you but they are from my 2 bros who are not as clean as me..aiyah everyone has a crush wan lah why wanna put there wor..trying to make me feel embarrassed meh..

well that was my day and how i felt for the day..can't believe i'm actually enjoying blogging..it is kinda fun..i have to admit it..